Tuesday, April 2, 2013

A meditation upon death


 Thanatopsis

 
by William Cullen Bryant
 
   To him who in the love of Nature holds 
Communion with her visible forms, she speaks 
A various language; for his gayer hours 
She has a voice of gladness, and a smile 
And eloquence of beauty, and she glides 
Into his darker musings, with a mild 
And healing sympathy, that steals away 
Their sharpness, ere he is aware. When thoughts 
Of the last bitter hour come like a blight 
Over thy spirit, and sad images 
Of the stern agony, and shroud, and pall, 
And breathless darkness, and the narrow house, 
Make thee to shudder, and grow sick at heart;— 
Go forth, under the open sky, and list 
To Nature's teachings, while from all around— 
Earth and her waters, and the depths of air,— 
Comes a still voice—Yet a few days, and thee 
The all-beholding sun shall see no more 
In all his course; nor yet in the cold ground, 
Where thy pale form was laid, with many tears, 
Nor in the embrace of ocean, shall exist 
Thy image. Earth, that nourished thee, shall claim 
Thy growth, to be resolved to earth again; 
And, lost each human trace, surrendering up 
Thine individual being, shalt thou go 
To mix forever with the elements, 
To be a brother to the insensible rock 
And to the sluggish clod, which the rude swain 
Turns with his share, and treads upon. The oak 
Shall send his roots abroad, and pierce thy mould.
 
   Yet not to thy eternal resting place 
Shalt thou retire alone, nor couldst thou wish 
Couch more magnificent. Thou shalt lie down
With patriarchs of the infant world—with kings, 
The powerful of the earth—the wise, the good, 
Fair forms, and hoary seers of ages past, 
All in one mighty sepulchre. The hills 
Rock-ribbed and ancient as the sun,—the vales 
Stretching in pensive quietness between; 
The venerable woods—rivers that move 
In majesty, and the complaining brooks 
That make the meadows green; and poured round all, 
Old ocean's grey and melancholy waste,— 
Are but the solemn decorations all 
Of the great tomb of man. The golden sun, 
The planets, all the infinite host of heaven, 
Are shining on the sad abodes of death, 
Through the still lapse of ages. All that tread 
The globe are but a handful to the tribes 
That slumber in its bosom.—Take the wings 
Of morning—and the Barcan wilderness, 
Or lose thyself in the continuous woods 
Where rolls the Oregan, and hears no sound, 
Save his own dashings—yet the dead are there:
And millions in those solitudes, since first 
The flight of years began, have laid them down 
In their last sleep—the dead reign there alone.— 
So shalt thou rest, and what if thou withdraw 
In silence from the living, and no friend 
Take note of thy departure? All that breathe 
Will share thy destiny. The gay will laugh 
When thou art gone, the solemn brood of care 
Plod on, and each one as before will chase 
His favourite phantom; yet all these shall leave 
Their mirth and their employments, and shall come, 
And make their bed with thee. As the long train 
Of ages glides away, the sons of men, 
The youth in life's fresh spring, and he who goes 
In the full strength of years, matron, and maid, 
The speechless babe, and the gray-headed man,—  
Shall one by one be gathered to thy side, 
By those, who in their turn shall follow them. 

   So live, that when thy summons comes to join 
The innumerable caravan, that moves 
To that mysterious realm, where each shall take 
His chamber in the silent halls of death, 
Thou go not, like the quarry-slave at night, 
Scourged to his dungeon, but sustained and soothed 
By an unfaltering trust, approach thy grave, 
Like one who wraps the drapery of his couch 
About him, and lies down to pleasant dreams.

Saturday, November 10, 2012


The Reluctant Gypsy

Moist air hung
like stolen silk
around her

A stingy crescent dangled
in the full-moon-
feeling sky

She knew her heart
too heavy
... for a gypsy

Pieced together
from borrowed feelings

Puffed at the seams
by wasted sighs

Tossed on top
her newest dreams
already fading

Tangled hopes
bound loosely
an unraveled love

(Why had she
kept
this thing?)

Memories scattered
on the bottom
like misprinted cards

of fate: Missing faces
absent hearts
too many spades.

Morning Dances

dawn's
wet rhapsody
that drips
and trickles
from the tips
of sculpted hair

slides
down pairs
of ancient breasts
and poises
on each nipple
perpetually
prime

milk-warm marbled statues
or alabaster cool
who can know how deep
these rivers
run
or what they hide
from antiseptic tiles

in silent echoes
flesh
moves fluidly
long pale fingers       dance
(white-robed fairies
on cocoa-buttered bellies)
daylight boxed
but no less bold
approves

as if shoulders should
be morning-moist
as if statues find life
in mirrors
as if women
belong
in sets of two

Some Dream

Surfacing before I can encounter
What evilness came seeping through the dark
My lips dare almost speak, almost offer

Up the wicked sound of what you are.
The essence of it burns instead. Pure fear
Keeps me stiffly silent in your hour.

Each shape, a second coming, as I stare
At thicknesses and movements in the night
I close my eyes a moment and you're here

The moon's a pierced letting go of light
Curtains swoon like ghosts upon a hill
The shadows part and hiss, then take to flight

You have your way, for I have not my will.
All is finally over. Over. Still.

Wedlock

entombed
you have left me
for dead

my face drawn
for your pleasure
drawn

too pale
too perfect
for your pain

alone
I must bear
this heaving casket

the same
that you could lift
or drop and desecrate

with your words
you taught me
what a life is worth

my petals turned
black on the stem
for you

you buried me
the air rejects 
my screams

Cult

The rope once tight enough
must be led with gently.
A too tight run
like hell away from here
could choke a guy to death.

Worse than this life.
What we once believed
is always true. We pray
and wait for the answer
of a tightening noose.

Tightening. Feeling. Still. Unless
we pull our whole self up
on the lap of the strangler
to offer ourselves to him
in this endless paradigm.

We fear
not believing in fear
of life and death
and what we must give up
to give in.

Minds convinced
of what our hearts are not.
Death
as certain as this understanding
between us.